Yup, It struck me. I'm officially lonely. I miss trying to drown out your voice as I concentrate on the show. I miss trying to make you smile when your set on being in a bad mood, and I always do.
I miss the missing you while I'm working or out with friends. I miss the random text throughout the day to let me know that you just saw the cutest dog.. I miss being there with you. I miss trying a new restaurant and trying to critique the food like we are being paid for it. I miss being boring on a Friday night, doing nothing but holding you and watching tv. Maybe not holding, maybe just sitting on the other end of the couch, or just in the same house even.
Just having you to be there. I miss walking in on your doing your private time and me you jamming out and dancing in some clothes you stole from what appears to be a junior high locker.
I miss being able to tell someone about my problems, and know that all they are doing is listening, no alternative motive.
No judgement. Just supportive listening, as only a woman can do. I miss looking into your eyes in those moments and feeling so terribly weak but know that, because I have you, I can conquer anything. I miss having you to fuel my passion. What is the point of it all without you? Why have you not allowed me to find you yet?. I am wanting sex tonight.
